Luahan Rasa

I just read someone's blog. And yeah she reminds me of someone I used to know. Someone is I called best friend, I guest. We were so-called-twins, everywhere I go, she will be with me. And yeah I do trust her when we were still friends. Not that we are not, we still friends now, we are. But not that close we used to be. I miss our friendship.

I just want you to know that, not that I don't want to be friend with you. Its just so hard for me to trust you after what you have done. I felt like you used me. You took advantage of me. Maybe I was so 'baik' to you and just okay with what you did. But you chose someone who you think is a 'good friend'. And now, you could see what she has done to you ait? And you chose the life that I guest you really wanted! you want a friend that make you enjoy your life even more. hell yeah you can do whatever you want to do with your life but you know what? The life that you chose is ruining your life sista!

And yeah! I was so mad at you because you didn't show up at something that is important not just for you and me, but it's important for other people too! And what makes it harder is that, I heard that you didn't show up because you went to 'enjoy' yourself! What the heck?! I know that I shouldn't trust that rumours but still, I was pissed off like hell after what I heard!

After that I kept myself out of your life. And so do you. We were not so-called-twin anymore. You didn't even say sorry to me or to the others. You know what? They were hell mad at you! And I was too. You didn't even text me after that. We were like strangers after that. If you were wrong you should at least said sorry. But didn't. why? Until now, I was trying not to think or remember what happened.

After a while, I can see you change a little bit. I dunno if you do change but what I can see, yeah you changed. Thank god you change to the person I guest 'lebih baik' from the old you. I guest that is a good thing right?

And lastly, aku doakan kau berjaya. And if we can be friends again, I want you just to be who you really are. I don't want you to be the bitch who used me. And now, I do miss our friendship. :')

p/s: tajuk x boleh nk bla lg kan?? hehe.. tbe2 lah aku nk luah kan ape terpendam selama ni kt seseorg. xtahu lah mungkin dia akn baca post ni.. hehe.