I will follow you

Nov 27, 2010

Okay, now you pissing me off!

Yeah you.. You know who you are. I dunno what is your problem. Today, you look for me. Telling me this and that and how you've changed and bla bla bla.. The next thing I know, I heard nothing about you then tup tup.. you have someone. Not that i'm not happy you are with her. I do feel happy for you because at least you have someone that love you very much.. she's a great girl, don't do to her like what you've done to me. It's not fair for her. When she's not around, you look for me. And when she's around, you just dumbed me like I was never your friend. You can't do that to her neither to me! You are great friend, my dear.. you are.. when I was with you I had a great time. I forgave you for what you have done to me longgg time ago, but I just can't trust you anymore. I want you to be so called best-guy-friend to me. but then you want more than I can give you. Don't you know why? Its because i can't trust you. Thats why. You are doing the same thing all over again. And you expect me to trust you again?? hell no! *sigh*

I wanted to write about this long time ago but no i didn't because i thought you did nothing wrong and the bad person is me for ignoring you all this time. But I guest now that you are making me pissed, so there you go. Like i said, semoga awk dan dia berbahagia.. i was truly meant it and praying for you and her. really am.


okay enough but you, mister!

erghh what is my problem with all my best-guy-friend ha? Just so u know guys, I had a few guy best friend but they seems to have problem with me. I don't know. This post was for the person yg kt ats ni td but yg bawah ni iklan je.. xnk bace pn xpe.. hihikk

Yeah i have this friend, he is a great friend of mine but at the end, he treat me like i was some kind, i dunno..hurmm this one for pulak mister A..saya tahu awk ada girlfriend skrg, mase korang mula2 kapel, we are okay kan.We still contact each other and you told me about your girl and all that, I was okay with it. I do, you know. You think I was jelous? haha no I'm not. You want me to meet her, I was looking forward to but after the short sem, I never heard from you again. I thought Uia kicked you out man! but after the sem starts, there! I saw you! and guest what you did? You ignored me! Omg! how kind of you, A..I was pissed like hell you know. I remember when we were in the same hall for exam, you and haziq was in my way, but haziq was the one who says, haaiii aishah! and you were standing there like you didn't know me. aww so sweet of you kan A? You want to ignore me huh? foiineee with me man. and I just want to say this to you pulak,. semoga berbahagia awak dan dia.. ayat same mcm dekat org yg ats kan? yup! I meant it. seribu kali sayang sebab kita x boleh kawan like we used to.

okay suda2.. mls da nk cite.. babaii

2 comments:

hakimansor said...

owh luahan perasaan ni.
xpe2,chill ecah.
mmg sumtimes bnd tu terjadi kat sume org.
bek focus nk msk gombak!lg berbaloi>hehe :))

aishah zulkifli said...

haha.. kan? ermm tu lah.. lagi berbaloi2.. huhu