ya Allah sabar aishah

i ask thngs i shouldn't

i know the answer even before i ask.

you've done this before aishah,

why did you do it all over again?

u are hurting yourself.

okay enough.

you should learn your mistake.

He is testing you,

to see whether u've changed or not.

okay i've changed.

i'm not gonna say anythng.

now, i'm asking you,

have you change?

from the way i see,

not a bit.

but nvm, i'm ok.

betol kata rabab,

she said,

"as long as kau tahan, buat lah sha"

"org blh ckp o fikir apa pn tp kau tahan"

"smpai satu tahap, kau tahu sendiri"

"kau rasa sendri penat dia"

"selagi kau tak penat, kau buat lah"

but the question is,

i am tired but why did i ask that fucking question?

i guest its not easy as it said.

ohh i know why i did that.

maybe, just MAYBE,

i miss having a conversation or arguing with you.

okay thats the only reason right?